Self-conscious

Updating my blog is what keeps me sane nowadays...

I keep dreaming...

Keep thinking...

What is reality and what is dream I'm afraid I'll forget...

I'm afraid I'll mix it up...

I'm afraid I'm afraid I'm afraid...

Since when have I became so afraid?

Since when have I became so self-conscious?

When have I look so so down on myself?

I wanna forget everything...

Everything that has ever happen...

I want everything to just go away...

I want peace and quiet in my mind...

I want my dream...

My real dream...

My fantasy dream to come back...

Maybe then...

I can find myself again...

xoxo

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