Scared

The silence between us...

The tension between us...

I can't really stand it...

The less talk we have, scares me...

It's been like 3 days...

It's really scaring me badly...

I'm afraid of losing you...

Of losing our friendship...

I can't deny that I miss your laughter when we talk...

I miss seeing you laugh again...

I miss chatting with you for very long...

I miss talking nonsense with you for don't know how many hours...

I miss it so much...

I have friends...

But I still miss chatting with the one person that has been through with me a lot ever since I left for college...

I miss it so so much...

I afraid that if this goes on...

I'll go crazy...

I feel that we are just like normal roommates...

No more like before...

I miss it so damn much T.T

I can't deny anything right now...

I'm extremely afraid that we will grow apart...

What will happen at that time??

I don't know...

I don't want to think about it...

But the question still pops up...

Will we be like always again??

Will we be close again???