Missing my Lipis self

I had never felt so friendless before in my life...
Always when I'm at Lipis, whenever I fall sick or any wrong...
My friends would be there for me...
Asking me how I feel and all...
I missed that feeling so much!!!
I really feel like wanna cry!!!
OMG!!!

At here... When I'm sick...
Nothing...
My dear roommate...
She fall sick...
Everyone knows... Everyone cares...
Even her friends who are at here...
They asked about how she felt...
Make 'honey' for her to drink...

I need to be selfish...
Coz this is the only place where I can be myself...
I want those too!!!
I really want it!!!
I want to be cared!!!!
I don't wanna be invisible!!!
I want my life to be like when I was in lipis...
I care about my friends and they care about me!!!!
*cry*



xoxo
ling